Monday, January 31, 2022

at school !

 hello gorgeous! 

how are you doing today? im doing pretty well! I recently got braces and they kinda hurt but I chose a really cute colour: pink! I am currently in one of my language classes but I really couldn’t care less… in the bus this morning, I was listening to a song called “Everything Needs Love” by Mondo Grosso and BoA! It’s really good and I definitely recommend listening to it! this weekend, I went to the movie theatre and watched this horror movie which really sucked.. like there wasn’t really a plot to it and the only thing that was good was the acting and prosthetics! honestly, these past few days I have been feeling very gloomy.. like im unenthusiastic and sort of pessimistic! the only things that make me happy currently is my mom, my friend aisha, music and writing! of course it’s good enough, but I still feel like I am not very sweet to people and as energetic as I was :( ! anywho.. I can see that I am slowly becoming more happy and excited by the day! ALSO I have been daydreaming about such good things! like looking a totally different me ( visually and personality wise), people always wanting to be my friends, driving my own Silvia s14 (dream!!), having my desired closet and being able to bake very well! I really just hope that those dreams will come true! But on the other side I also want to stay childish forever, wear amekaji/decora clothes and dye my hair just like Kurebayashi! if only that could be possible.. (๑´ㅂ`๑) welp.. I guess that’s what I have to say for now! Sorry for the vent or whateva.. But before leaving… I MUST RECOMMEND YOU SONGS! here they are:

A-ing! - by Orange Caramel      |   I Am The Best - by 2NE1     |     Look at Me - by TWICE      

Baby Cruising Love - Perfume    |      Shut Up and Drive - Rihanna     |    Everything Needs Love - by BoA

Itty Bitty Piggy - by Nicki Minaj    |       Crazy Crazy - by Charli xcx & Kyary Pamyu Pamyu

Hope you have a listen and a great day, BYAAAAAA!! :3


-LOTS OF LUV, NESS!!!

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