Tuesday, March 26, 2024

fuck everything

 how to stop being so miserable and negative for no reason. i hate this so mch bro im so hungry i just want to leave i hate evryone around me man fuck this shit im sick of it and their aggravating voices its like ringing in my ear for fucks sake. someone charming come and save me xx


26.03.2024

Tuesday, February 15, 2022

little bit about me!

 hello gals! how are u today? im doing pretty good! im at my cousins house with her friends right now.. i am sooo happy as they are rlly nice !! anywho… recently I was reading my friends blog and realized that I haven’t really made a small intro to myslef ( ̄∇ ̄) THEREFORE, i will tell you a bit about me!

  • my favourite colours are lime green, hot pink and bright orange!
  • nickname is Ness !^_−☆ 
  • baby ギャル(gyaru)
  • i speak french and english fluently! my arabic is really mid and i am a beginner in korean!
  • my favorite ice cream flavor is cotton candy!
  • fav foods are ice cream, sushi, strawberry cake and cheesecake :>
  • in the future, i would love to be a fashion designer, an autour for children’s books, a dancer, a pediatrician or my absolute dream, A ROBOTICS ENGINEER OR GAME DEV!
  • my favorite video game are DDLC, FNAF, Yandere Simulator and Minecraft!
  • my birthday is on April 6!
  • pronouns are she/her! 
  • i listen to kpop, electronic, jpop, metal, moody and a bunch of other music!
  • favorite artists are Twice, PERFUME, CAPSULE, Hatsune Miku, 2NE1, SNSD, TxT, BabyMetal, æspa, Nicki Minaj, SKZ, BlackPink, Wonder Girls! 
  • I am very interested in cars and motorcycles.. one of my biggest dream is to be able to DRIFT!
  • I really like nail art and in the future I would LOVE to wear those gyaru nails with gems on them!
  • my favorite youtubers are CoryxKenshin, Markiplier, Kure-channel, Yukarin, LunaCherry3, RRcherrypie, Supersize vs Superskinny and courtreezy!
  • my favorite artists are Tomoko Nagai, Chikuwaemil, Ayako Rokkaku and Gerhard Richter!!
  • my favorite season is spring!
OKII!!! I think that sort of sums it up! I’ll probably write either tomorrow or tonight about how I spent my weekend!
Really sorry for not uploading much (^.^) HAVE AN AMAZING DAY FULL OF JOY, GLITTER AND GLAM! Kissyzzz!!!! :3333
-XOXO, NESS!! :D


Monday, January 31, 2022

at school !

 hello gorgeous! 

how are you doing today? im doing pretty well! I recently got braces and they kinda hurt but I chose a really cute colour: pink! I am currently in one of my language classes but I really couldn’t care less… in the bus this morning, I was listening to a song called “Everything Needs Love” by Mondo Grosso and BoA! It’s really good and I definitely recommend listening to it! this weekend, I went to the movie theatre and watched this horror movie which really sucked.. like there wasn’t really a plot to it and the only thing that was good was the acting and prosthetics! honestly, these past few days I have been feeling very gloomy.. like im unenthusiastic and sort of pessimistic! the only things that make me happy currently is my mom, my friend aisha, music and writing! of course it’s good enough, but I still feel like I am not very sweet to people and as energetic as I was :( ! anywho.. I can see that I am slowly becoming more happy and excited by the day! ALSO I have been daydreaming about such good things! like looking a totally different me ( visually and personality wise), people always wanting to be my friends, driving my own Silvia s14 (dream!!), having my desired closet and being able to bake very well! I really just hope that those dreams will come true! But on the other side I also want to stay childish forever, wear amekaji/decora clothes and dye my hair just like Kurebayashi! if only that could be possible.. (๑´ㅂ`๑) welp.. I guess that’s what I have to say for now! Sorry for the vent or whateva.. But before leaving… I MUST RECOMMEND YOU SONGS! here they are:

A-ing! - by Orange Caramel      |   I Am The Best - by 2NE1     |     Look at Me - by TWICE      

Baby Cruising Love - Perfume    |      Shut Up and Drive - Rihanna     |    Everything Needs Love - by BoA

Itty Bitty Piggy - by Nicki Minaj    |       Crazy Crazy - by Charli xcx & Kyary Pamyu Pamyu

Hope you have a listen and a great day, BYAAAAAA!! :3


-LOTS OF LUV, NESS!!!

Friday, December 31, 2021

new beginning!!

 hello cutie!


soooo yeah i randomly started a new blog or whateva.... it would be better to call it an online diary! i had one on my moms old computer using word pad and i decided to end it and simply 
publish my stuff online ! 
(^_−)☆ tbh i used to have a blog about fashion but i couldnt find any ideas so i just to something
that i enjoy! its 6pm and im listening to "so hot" by the wonder girls while writing this &
 honestly this song is what i aspire to be. like the music video is soooo glamorous and chic i 
absolutely love it. the girls' outfits are adorable i am obsessed with all the cute dresses, skirts 
and accesories. of course the use of cheeta print just tops it off and the big oval sunglasses!
i DEFINETLY recommend you to listen to the song! as i am writing this, it is currently the last day
of 2021 and sadly i will start school again from winter break and im super not happy or excited 
about it :[ except for the bus because i always listen to music on there!!!! but most of my 
teachers arent that fun and sadly, one of my fav teachers left the school >o< ! anywayzz i think 
thats it for now! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! :DDDDDD


-LOTS OF LUV, NESS !

fuck everything

 how to stop being so miserable and negative for no reason. i hate this so mch bro im so hungry i just want to leave i hate evryone around m...